Lazed around for most of the day, and then suddenly decided I needed to run a load of dishes, run three loads of laundry, wash down BOTH showers, go through the WWAD box. Then today I finished running the laundry (haven't been able to do much since before Mysterium due to running around like a chicken with no head) and going through the WWAD box.
I have actually never had a dream about Uru.. that changed.
woke up and my whole top lip is swollen. my scalp feels so wierd I can only assume it's swollen too. get to go have a cool shower. whee.
Literally terrified sick.
Yesterday, I made:
and just to reiterate, RIUM IS INDEED THE BEST EVAR. SRSLY.
RIUM IS THE BEST EVAR.
Well, I came home and went to bed around 7PM iirc, and then got up at 4AM..... and then went right back to bed at 5AM. I just woke up a couple minutes before 1PM. So all told I got 18 hours of sleep. O.O
Went out with curio to the Flour Mill.. we were going to go a couple other places too.. On the way to the flour mill my throat tried to close up, I started shaking uncontrollably, and I had a bad panic attack.. I was really struggling to keep the attack under control. Got to the flour mill, felt a bit better (stopped shaking once we got inside), got a few things, and about 10 minutes before we left I started feeling REALLY faint (almost fainted a few times getting up) and sick to my stomach, and was running a fever. Decided to check out and have curio take me back home. Had another panic attack on the way back.. not as bad as the first, but we got slightly lost on the way back which is what caused it. On the way home every single bump in the road registered in my bladder, my stomach started to hurt, and I felt like throwing up. Got home.. room is spinning slightly, I have a low fever (not sure what it is - our thermometer is broken), didn't throw up... Going to go lay down for a while and hopefully get a full night of sleep. between getting work done for the con and having panic attacks, I haven't gotten more than five hours a stretch.
Well, even though I've been dealing with a lot of crap, panic attacks, etc lately... at the moment, life is good. I'm painting, It's that perfect overcast outside, and I have the window open and am listening to the rain.

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